Excitement

For the last few days I have been so happy, because a my brother told me he was coming home. My friend but he is my brother so if I ever say my brother I will probably be talking about that one but if I am talking about my real brother I will let you guys know, but he is going to be home August 15 and I am going to give him a big hug. I actually think I talk about him in another blog before but I don't remember for sure I mean the one before yesterday.

Why I was depressed.

So the last few days I was depressed and really upset, I was upset because I felt like I was losing the one friend that has been there for me, and I didn't know why. Part of it is because I only talk to him on Facebook and the Phone because he lives an hour and a half away and its hard to see him all the time, but I got it sorted out and he assured me that no matter what happens that he will be there for me, and he is coming home in August. I am just happy we worked everything out and I get to see him. He is not just my best friend he is my brother.

Second Dad

OK so there is this guy in my life he is one of the most amazing guys you will ever meet. He is one of those guys you can talk hours with. I love my real dad I do trust me I do. It's just its hard to talk to my real dad about stuff that I need a guy there to answer.

So this second dad comes in my life late in my teen years I was 17 so two years ago and I can talk to him about anything, and he is like my dad in a way because if a guy ever hurt me physically he will be one of the first people to beat his ass. My real dad I don't cry in front of because I am not comfortable crying in front of him. My second dad I can if I really need to because I am comfortable because he knows the pain I been threw in my life.

I guess the big reason I am blogging about this is because I wish there where more guys out there like him, and not a bunch of assholes. I know the day I have to say goodbye to my second dad it will be as hard saying goodbye to him as my real dad if not worse.